Here I am the morning I went in for my C- section on July 31st. I was so excited to get those two out of me!!
My mom was able to be here which was so nice! She was a wonderful help for the few weeks she was here. Unfortunatly she had to leave to go back to work a few days after the babies were born. Everything went well, except the side effects of the drugs, I HATE all the shaking and loosing the use of my legs.
Justin Lewis came out first weighing 5lbs 10oz
Jessica Nalani was next weighing 4lb 5oz. Since she was so small they took her to the NICU as a procaution. 

Justin was able to stay with us and the older boys came up and saw him. They loved their new little bro, but were disappointed that they weren't able to see Jessica. Jessica had to continue to stay in the NICU throughout my stay in the hospital and we had to leave her behind since she was loosing so much weight and not eating enough.
It was really hard having to leave her at the hospital and not being able to see her as much. I would go down to the NICU when she ate to try to get her to eat from me, but she was too weak. They had to put a feeding tube in her for her to get her strength. She was on a strict eating schedule for a while to make sure she got all the nutrients she needed to grow.

The boys were like mountain goats, climbing every rock they could.
They even got to see a mama Moose with her baby.
They came home fithly dirty, full of stories and memories, and holding flowers for mom. Oh how I wish I could have gone with them!




Cute Bonnie Barrus




